Funny how things panned out especially in your circumstances bill.
I was never made to go to church, but i loved the bible stories and films, i guess i was in love with the idea of god and goodness and good loving people.
As i got older it was never an issue for me, until i had my children with their health problems, then i created a shrine of sorts in my front room and i prayed for them and thanked god for what i had.
However in my wisdom as i matured and learned to step out of the loop and question things , i learned that not everything i read in the bible was true or even possible which left me sitting on the fence with religion for a few years.
Then tragically after loosing my son, i gave up on religion for myself all together, but truth be told it niggles away in the back of my mind even now xxx